The fresh start is taking root. We’re a little shabby,not well-groomed, but we’re both eager to start. This our first walk about in months. Coltrane is his usual timid self; tip toeing around weeds in the arena and jumping over the small gullies caused by the winter rains. I have my flag and lightly encourage him to go in circles around me, in each direction, in each corner of the arena to help him bend and stretch, and, at the same time, get used to being in the arena again. The white plastic tubing I use for rails is stacked to the side, so this obstacle must become familiar before we can proceed. Coltrane has always had an extreme reaction to the unfamiliar. He stiffens and pulls way back, as if he’s thinking that, if he disappears, nothing can touch him. The problem is he’s sixteen and one hands high and not much can hide him. It’s important that he gives up the idea of hiding and just step up boldly to whatever is facing him. Here is where Flamenco dancing will get him right on track. We know Flamenco is all about attitude, so I’ll spend time getting him to see how much fun it is to be bold, to trust the unknown to bring adventure rather than disaster, and, hence, cure the dread. With this in mind, we walk and explore the edges of our small, flat sand arena then move on for a quiet hand walk around the property. It’s a five acre parcel with a slight slope, so it is a workout for both of us. Coltrane is pleased with this turn of events and strides with an enthusiasm that accentuates his swagger. His gait is not undisciplined, it’s merely joyful. He places his hooves down with a kind of bravado that I have never before seen in a horse. It’s as if he can barely contain himself. However, it can cause problems, because he doesn’t focus and sometimes stumbles, but, all in all, it gives him a distinctive grace. We travel up the gravel drive and I repeatedly ask him to halt, encouraging him to square up each time. Finally, he lands square on his own, and we called it a day. He chews his lips. He knows he stands to perfection, and I am pleased. Again, it’s a quirk he has about his long legs and keeping them under him. Sometimes his swagger gets him lightly, but lazily, dragging one or the other hoof along. Coltrane is interesting to be sure. Probably the most interesting horse I’ve ever worked with, but interesting can be challenging. We’ll be doing a lot of halt, walk, and back up to get him supple, light and focused. Me too. I notice that as I focus and keep my shoulders absolutely square while facing him, he mirrors me and stands with all four legs on the ground directly under him. Horse handling is a humbling lesson in the art of body language. I am acutely aware of how dulled my silent language skills have become. I’m eager to refine my communication moves and have a conversation that Coltrane can understand.
Adios amigos,
Catalina and Coltrane
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
A Fresh Start

We all find ourselves frequently looking for a fresh start. When the engine is stalled, we look for ways to jump start the motor. Today, I saw, vividly, my opportunity to share a fresh start with my old and dear friend Coltrane. He's a horse, and it's been two years since I lifted reins above his neck. I somehow slid off his back and walked away thinking he and I would simply enjoy the sunshine and stubble pasture grass. It has been pleasant just to feed him,ocassionally brush him and share a few moments of affection, but, for the most part, there has been a hint of accompanying guilt at my abandondment of our riding pleasures; not unlike the feeling of letting the exercise routine go and settling for the less than personally fit physique. Both of us are at the point that we could easily let it all go and put up our feet on the tree that anchors the hammock, or go for it, and give it one good try to accomplish some dance moves together on the dirt floor of the arena. Dancing flamenco and dressing up for parades and shows made me realize I could include Coltrane in this clapping-tapping phase of my life. I realized I could design a freestyle for the two of us based on the latin music I deeply love.
I invite you to share in this adventure and become a Coltrane fan. He has plenty of attitude which flamenco dance showcases. Viva la fiesta with us amigos. We'll include you every step of the way!
Adios amigos
Catalina and Coltrane
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